Post by jamie on Mar 30, 2009 13:54:03 GMT -7
`jamestadtodd*
I used to obsess over living,
Now I only obsess over you.
Tell me you'd like boys like me better,
In the dark lying on top of you.
This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters.
I know this hurts, it was meant to. (It was meant to)
Your secret's out, and the best part is it isn't even a good one.
And it's mind over (you don't, don't, don't, don't) matter.
`welcome to the s u b u r b s *
YOUR NAME. bee
OTHER CHARACTERS. none
RP EXPERIENCE. about five years
`where the g r a s s is green *
FULL NAME. james tad todd
NICKNAME(S). jamie, tadders, or tads.
AGE. twenty one
GENDER. male
ORIENTATION. bisexual
PLAY BY. pete wentz
MEMBER GROUP. sophomore (in college)
APPEARANCE. Jamie is about 5'9", and is fairly muscular. He likes to look nice, and so works out pretty often. He has pretty tan skin, because he honestly think that when he looks pale he looks bad. His eyes are dark brown, almost black. He has naturally straight hair, though he can be seen straightening it to make sure it looks perfect. His hair is naturally a dark brown, but he dyes it so that it is jet black. He has a pretty handsome face, but he isn't a classic male hunk or anything. He's usually making funny faces. His lips are pretty thick, and his nose is kind of big, but there's just something attractive about him (and he knows it).
His clothes are kind what his mother likes to call "different." He loves to wear skinny jeans, and doesn't ever wear anything else. He wouldn't be caught dead in shorts. He wears regular tee shirts, or polos. He usually has some kind of jacket on, or hoodie. He loves converse, or any other kind of comfortable sneakers. He doesn't wear flip flops because he thinks they look retarted on him. He has piercings, and occasionally paints his nails black. He loves getting tattoos, and has far too many to count already.
`where days become n i g h t s *
PERSONALITY.
Jamie is a pretty outgoing guy. He's always pretty happy, and he's a major flirt. He doesn't care who he's flirting with, so long as they let him he's having a good time. Men, or women, it doesn't really bother him either way. He's a big time player, but he's a sweet heart. He doesn't mean to string people on, and he doesn't ever intend to hurt them but he can't help himself. He loves attention, and loves to be loved so he always ends up with more people on his hands then he should have to handle. He also willingly admits that he loves sex. He's pretty open about it, which disgusts some people, but he's never bothered by it.
He's pretty lazy, and easy going. He doesn't like doing much more than partying. School is something he doesn't like, and so he doesn't really try. He makes alright grades, but if he put his mind to it, he'd do amazing. In high school, he was a major nerd. He loves to play the bass, or the guitar and he usually finds himself singing as well. It's fun for him. He loves to drink, and party and just have a good time. He's a pretty determined guy when he wants to be, but when he doesn't want to do something there's almost no way to make him do it. He can be insanely stubborn, and in a very annoying way. He doesn't love any woman but his mother, and he doesn't want to either. He was in a serious relationship once, and it ended badly and so he never wanted another one. It just wasn't ever worth it.
LIKES.
. playing base
. playing guitar
. singing
. sleeping
. drinking
. flirting
. talking
. sex
. driving
. partying
DISLIKES.
. smoking
. drugs
. guitar strings snapping
. serious relationships
. clingy people
. failing at something
. being forced to do something
. being bossed around
. fighting over stupid things
. getting hurt
FEARS.
. being tied down
. being alone
. dieing young
. getting a piercing that gets infected (that's just gross and painful)
`and nights become d r e a m s *
FAMILY.
. Mom . Janey Marie Todd . Divorced . Unemployed .
. Dad . Jonathan James Todd . Remarried . Bartender .
FRIENDS.
. Ex . Sydney Sykes . On/Off GF . Junior .
HISTORY. Jamie, an only child, was born to Janey and Johnny Todd. His parents clashed a lot when he was growing up, and they finally divorced when he was only ten. He wasn't too shocked over the divorce, but it was still traumatizing for him. They were always fighting, and he hated to be at home and around them. They didn't blame him for the divorce, but he always sort of felt like he'd complicated their relationship. They forced him to choose where he wanted to live, and when he picked his mother his father was devastated. He hated that he'd had to pick, but eventually they all moved on some what.
He went through high school as a bit of a nerd, but he grew out of it in his later years. He played in a band with some of his friends, and became a pretty damn good bass player. He developed a knack for singing, but he never loved it as much as just playing the bass. When he hit college his drinking and his partying days doubled. He spent a lot of his time just partying. He got his first girlfriend then, and they had a very serious relationship for a while before it ended horribly. He'd cheated on her, and she'd found out and left him. Though he was sure she'd done the same, though he never had any solid evidence.
They had always fought anyway, but after it was even worse. They were on and off for a while before he decided that he didn't want any of it and moved on to new people. He became somewhat of a "man-whore." He flirts with anyone that he meets practically. He flirts with men, but he hasn't ever been with one sexually. He's only ever been like that with women. Now he spends his days clubbing, hanging out with friends, and playing at dive bars. He's currently looking for a new band to join.
`where everything ain't what it s e e m s *
SAMPLE POST.
Edward ran his hand over his face and sighed. He leaned his back against the outside wall of his house. He closed his wine color eyes, and ignored the burning feeling in the back of his throat. Hunger could wait. He had so many other important things that he had to deal with right now. Inside the Cullen home now was it's newest edition. His Bella. He felt his heart constrict at that thought. The hand that cradled his forehead clenched slightly and he sighed, frustrated. He was so angry. He was so incredibly angry with himself. How could he have let things get so far? How hadn't he been able to save her? He was worthless, he was so absolutely pathetic. He deserved every bad thing that could ever possibly happen to him. He'd done so much bad in this world, and Bella had been his only good thing. Until he'd screwed up, and let her be in danger.
He wanted to regret ever starting a relationship with her, but it was nearly impossible. He loved her so much, she was his everything. He couldn't regret her. It was impossible. She meant the world to him, and he couldn't ever regret being with her. He wished that things hadn't ended up the way that they had, but he couldn't change it now. Bella Swan was a vampire. She was dead, because of him. He felt like apart of him had died along with her. He shook his head slightly and tried to force his guilt away, but he still felt awful. If he had a human heart, it would have probably broken by now. And almost as if in response to his thoughts his hand dropped from his face to rest over his heart. His fingers lightly clutched his gray shirt. His head leaned back against the wall behind him as the moonlight hit his pale skin.
What was he going to do? James and his little gang were no where to be found, as from what he'd heard the Volturi were coming. He didn't know when they'd be here, or why, but they were coming. He was sure it couldn't be good. Surely things wouldn't end too terribly with them. They hadn't exposed the vampire secret, or at least Edward thought that they hadn't. And if they did, only a few possible people could have seen them. Right? He sighed once again, and tried to think of other things. Better things. He didn't have to worry about Bella anymore. She was more than capable of taking care of herself now. She was stronger than he was now. And she was far more beautiful than any other being in the world. He was sure of it. Her looks could stop the hearts of every human, and freeze the minds of every other vampire in existence. She was more beautiful than anything he'd ever seen. She was heart shatteringly beautiful- each and every time she looked his way the entire world ceased to exists, everything but her seemed to fall away.
